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I'm not very happy,

Tuesday, 21 February 2012 at 17:08

And maybe that's because of some stupid controversy. Maybe it's because I'm stressed. Maybe it's because I'm tired. Maybe it's because of life; but lets start things one at a time, shall we?

1. BBCs and Hottests
Or in other words, Block B and 2PM. I know a lot of people have said this already, and I know a lot of people have already expressed their opinion, but I just need to get this out of my system. They made a mistake. So what? People learn from their mistakes, and that's how the world goes round. I have yet to meet someone who is absolutely perfect in every single way. I have yet to meet someone who hasn't made a mistake in their entire life.

I also have to say that I'm quite disappointed in Nichkhun's tweeting. I mean, I will admit that I have done this a few times in the past, but I've stopped dealing with people through posts on social networking sites. Especially when I don't mention them. I'm quite over it. Something simple like 'oh, okay. I see how it is,' is something I might tweet or say often, but it doesn't necessarily mean I'm talking about a person. If you know me well, I could be talking to the television. I just think that as both a Hyung and Sunbae to Block B, he could've approached them personally. I'm not saying that his anger was misdirected - he had every right to be annoyed. It just seems sort of childish to post stuff like this on Twitter.

Block B is also a group that likes to have fun. We all know that, yes? You can tell by just watching their interviews and looking at some photos from the red carpet. But even though they're as playful as they are, they recognised that this time round, their behaviour was inappropriate and have apologised for it. Although I'm disappointed in them too, they do regret it. I'll admit right now as this is going to be a hypocritical statement on my behalf; but do some people not understand the phrase 'forgive and forget'? Jay's controversy. Daesung's accident. Both examples of huge issues in Korea's entertainment industry, yet both (mostly) forgiven though not forgotten. Yes, it might take some time, but what the hell is up with these petitions of wanting them to disband? These death threats? The next thing you'll know, Hottests will refuse to talk to any BBC they meet.

Zico even shaved his head. I have never heard of another artist doing that after they apologise. Apparently GD has? I'll have to look that up later. But the act of shaving his head does show his sincerity. You want them to die? You want them to disband? I think that's a little too extreme. No one deserves to die (again, this is hypocritical on my part), and no group deserves to disband. It might be a lighthearted comment, I'll acknowledge that, but have you not thought of all the people supporting them?

Hottests, I'll ask you to think about this. How did you feel when Jay left 2PM? How would you feel if suddenly some other fandom created a petition to disband 2PM? If any of you guys are a part of Cassiopeia, you would already know how heartbroken thousands of fans were when they broke into JYJ and Homin. Everyone else would know how heartbroken Hottests were when 2PM went from seven to six.

I'm honestly trying not to hate on anyone here, especially not on 2PM. Both sides did wrong and both sides acknowledged it. What's done is done, lets move on.

2. Exhausted, Stressed and Life
So I don't know how many of you guys know this, but I'm easily stressed. I think that's mainly due to my failure in time management though. If I draw up a schedule for myself, I won't end up following it. The way I do it, is I come home from school, and for half an hour or an hour I'll eat, drink and do whatever, and then I'll start on my homework. With the way I organise my homework, it's whatever that's due first goes on top of my priority list. Of course, if I have any tests and/or assignments due, they go above homework.

But these days I find myself saying that I have no time to do anything. I think that's a bit of a lie, because I procrastinate a lot. It's sort of like I'm researching something, but at the same time I'll be talking to someone on Skype or typing up a story. It's like I'm trying to relax but work at the same time. I don't know, but I seriously have to do something about this. It's only the fourth week of school and I feel like I'm already suffocating.

I like how so many people at school are complaining about their social life disappearing. Welcome to school, kids. Welcome to year 12. Honestly, my social life is already gone, so there's no point in me complaining. But I do anyway. I wonder why. Hmm.

On another note, I made a poster last night~! It's for a really old fic of mine, July 26th. I wrote it in 2009 to come in terms with a certain event in my past, and it helped. Sort of. Okay, not really, because I feel like shit lately thinking about that event. But anyway, this is the poster from 2009, and this is the poster I made last night. I've improved dramatically, yeah? Yeah! You have to keep in mind that I started designing late 2008.

Well, I guess that's my rant for today. With the first part of my rant, don't take it as me hating on 2PM. I'm not hating on anyone. Both groups are hardworking, amazing and unique; but I'm merely expressing my opinion on the matter. With the second part, I'm not a lazy arse. I just have bad time management skills, simple as that.

Edit: After re-reading this, I don't know what I'm on about half the time.

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